yes tell him

just straight up tell him. ask him when its just you and him, that way you should get an honest answer from him

justice can still be gained even some time after the incident, speak to a local rape crisis center

you definatley should at the very least talk to someone that you trust about it, if your afraid that the person you tell wont believe you, you could call a confidential helpline who are there to listen and support you.

pretending it never happened will only end up back-firing and leave you worse off.

hmm tough situation, if your not being noticed by guys when around your friends, maybe you could make the first move, like act before your friends do so that the first person they see is you

first thing you need to tackle is the reasons behind why you lose your temper, what is it that sets you off?

well said

something is keeping you here, if you was not meant to be then you wouldnt, if you wanted to die that badly then you would be dead.

from what i hear most friends are over-rated these days and boys (so ppl on here keep saying) just add to your problems ;) so your probably not losing out on much :)

you just need to look outside the box, see the bigger picture, explore what you wanna be, do what you wanna do, break the routine.

only just seen this :(

risks = pregnancy, STDs, bad name
gains = none

if you are questioning whether or not you are ready i believe that you are answering your own question, when you are ready and are with that someone special you will know. most girls i know said their first time hurt, and most also said that they didnt enjoy it first time round, mainly because they done it with someone whos only interest was 'popping their cherry' - wait till you find someone who cares about you.