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Thanks again yall, for the words.

Yo-ho peeps. I finally got internet, on the cheap. I've missed coming on, stupid not-really-a-job-job. I feel like diary-ing today so heres it goes.

I think my marriage might be soon to end. Going through this last stretch of poverty has really done its damage. I think that even if we make it out of this, it might of ruined us in the making. I know like 3 weeks ago coming back from a trip, she had said that she didn't feel the same about us anymore. And i told her that, that wasn't true. It was just the trip and as soon as we go home we would be back to being us. Except I don't know if we really did or not. We've been arguing as usual, mostly about money.

But this week of SXSW has been weird. She met some guy at some party we went to and "tried" to pawn him off her female relative, who was staying with us. But she was raving about the guy, just because he was from Newton and his parent are scientists. This was sunday. Well she proceeded to invite the guy to stay the night with us, "because of her cousin" and the next morning I have to drive the dude back to his place. Well, I had never really met the guy because the party we had gone to I ended up "guest" dj-ing. So I was never formally introduced to the guy, so the ride back to his place was a little awkward. Fast forward to yesterday night, after she's drunk, again. She started talking about the guy like if he was the "one". Saying shit like "oh I miss him" "we should of gotten his number" "he's somebody I would want in my family" of course just to marrying her cousin. Of course.

The whole reason I explain this, is because I woke up this morning thinking about how things may just be over. It doesn't bother me that she had/has feelings about some dude, I mean it does. But what now bothers me more as I think these are just signs of whats to come. It kind of makes me sad and really depressed. I worked so hard to keep my family together and somewhat happy. Even through these trying last 6 months. But I guess you just can't fight the current. What's to be is what's to be.

If this does all happen, which I still pray is my insecurities getting to me, I have always had my back up plan. Which has always been fitting if I were to thrown into major loneliness and depression.

Thanks for letting me throw my crap at your windows and sorry for the stench of patheticness.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand I guess not. moving on.

I miss you guys. I think, that I might, hopefully, get Verizon soon. But I can't count my chickens until they've hatced.

So is anybody here going to attend SXSW? If ya are, lets do a meetup!

The girls in lad mags these days are smmmmmmoooookin' hot.

damn she has no ass.