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Also, everybody accepts tea bags here - insisting on loose-leaf tea for every cup is slightly on the wrong side of faffiness and care. But the bags are good :) I'm studying at Cambridge Uni and in one of the colleges I saw this guy with a jumper draped over his shoulders walking across the courtyard with a full cup - like a round teacup that goes with a saucer - held out in front of him. My first reaction was yuck what kind of twat even looks like that but now when I look back I just really admire his dedication to tea. I've been late to lectures because of making a good cup of tea (it's so hard to get the balance of milk, sugar and brewing time right that not every cup is excellent, even when you make several a day every day for ten years) and having to finish it before leaving.
Basically I lived in Italy last year and understand this struggle on many levels (the Italians I knew weren't into tea, and the bags in supermarkets contained gram for gram about half as much tea, so I could never make a good strong brew).
TEA.
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crrrringE!!!
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"And being in love and in the closet at sixteen only adds the vertiginous sense that there is nothing, really, but self and desire, in infinite recursion."
I fell in love at 16. We broke up not long ago after 4 heady years together, and that is exactly what it felt like, at the beginning. At the time we fell in love, I should have been grieving for my dying granddad, I should have been preparing myself for uni applications. But I recently re-read my diary from that period and that's all there was to my world at that time: self and desire, in infinite and exhausting recursion. You put it so beautifully. Thank you.