gdp's Comments

Perpetual Smile : Why you shouldn't mix drugs without asking your mother first

Thu, 25 Jun 2009 21:46:45 +0000

Ha, this was last week. Wait til I tell you about today!

Perpetual Smile : I am American; now kiss my ass!

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 20:00:35 +0000

You're right, hate is a very strong word and we all use it way too lightly sometimes. I'm guilty of saying I hate a person or thing now and then, but when you really think about it, the meaning behind it can be so powerful. (They also say that there's a fine line between love and hate, and sometimes it really is true!)

Perpetual Smile : Taking care of business

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 22:10:17 +0000

Ha ha ha, thank you! (:

Perpetual Smile : Taking care of business

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 05:35:16 +0000

How much of a pain in the ass are we talking here? :D As weird as it might sound, I can't wait to learn how to do it! I've only read a little bit of my nonprofit planning books so far, but I'm definitely looking forward to the small business and business planning books!

Perpetual Smile : All the things you didn't want to hear

Tue, 9 Jun 2009 04:14:26 +0000

I'm not sure, to be honest. I'm going to have the doctor I'm seeing Weds test me for it, though. I've been doing research and this time I have a list of things I'm going to insist upon being tested for. I'm tired of the bullshit at this point. I'm also really and truly a little scared, but that may have something to do with watching one episode too many of Mystery Diagnosis.... Welcome to my blogs, by the way! (: I promise I'm not always this weird. Wait. Yeah, I guess I am lol!

Perpetual Smile : All the things you didn't want to hear

Tue, 9 Jun 2009 04:12:24 +0000

I've thought about changing my diet, but honestly can't see any reason why it might help. I have added more fiber, but that doesn't seem to make a difference either. Honestly I feel that none of the doctors I've seen so far have put nearly as much effort into figuring this out as they could have. I'm hoping that the doctor I see on Wednesday will be less inclined to just hand me over to someone else -- or just let me go.

Perpetual Smile : All the things you didn't want to hear

Fri, 5 Jun 2009 14:51:13 +0000

Thank you. I have an appointment with a new doctor next week. She's not a specialist, so I'm hoping that between her fresh eyes and lack of medical tunnel vision, I can at least get somewhere with this.

Perpetual Smile : All the things you didn't want to hear

Fri, 5 Jun 2009 14:49:02 +0000

I have been tested for lupus, several times actually. It always comes back negative. I wish it were positive, if only to have an actual diagnosis! Thank you, though. (:

Perpetual Smile : All the things you didn't want to hear

Fri, 5 Jun 2009 14:48:19 +0000

It is! I've never realized just how much it is until I listed it all like that. I'm not sure if it's all related or not, but at this point? I'm willing to try anything.

Perpetual Smile : Just do it, like Nike

Mon, 1 Jun 2009 04:37:05 +0000

Of course you'll get there! I'm glad I've inspired you!

Perpetual Smile : I beat you to it

Sat, 30 May 2009 17:55:42 +0000

You have no right to sit there and call me selfish or mean, when you don't know me at all and don't know the situation. I'm not saying you have to agree with me, but you really have no clue what you're talking about. I have been there for her through thick and through thin, and she has continued to lie to me and hurt me time and time again. Obviously you have never been taken advantage of or been mistreated by someone you love. I know that I am a true friend, and I don't need you to tell me who I am.

Perpetual Smile : I beat you to it

Fri, 29 May 2009 22:20:45 +0000

It's really hard! Even now, even though I know what it will lead to, I'm still sitting here second guessing myself. Did I do the right thing? Am I a bad person for walking away? Will I still be able to see her kids (who I love so very much)? It's definitely tough.

Perpetual Smile : The Sunfire

Fri, 29 May 2009 22:19:18 +0000

I hope you do, too! There are still a lot of minor things I need to get fixed, but like I said to Avitable, it's still more than worth it. And she purrs like a kitty! I so love her. Any suggestions for names?

Perpetual Smile : I beat you to it

Fri, 29 May 2009 22:18:05 +0000

I do feel a lot better, but it still sucks. As much as she completely tires me out, I do love her. I wish there was a way that we could still be friends, but it just doesn't look like it. It's definitely hard to give up on someone you care about. I hope it gets a little easier for you.

Perpetual Smile : The Sunfire

Wed, 27 May 2009 23:35:25 +0000

That's what I said. There are a few things I need to do for it (figure out why the ABS light is on, fix the shifter so that I don't have to keep parking in neutral, get new tires because the current ones are those stupid high wall or whatever, and eventually fix the dents if I still care by then), but it's all so worth it. They're all minor things, so in the end I'll still make out pretty well. Sure beats having an electronically challenged Mazda... :D

Perpetual Smile : The Sunfire

Wed, 27 May 2009 22:55:01 +0000

I can't imagine going without the internet, never mind going so far away to such a torn place. Please be safe while you're over there!

Perpetual Smile : The Sunfire

Wed, 27 May 2009 03:36:18 +0000

Thanks, I will definitely go check it out! Sad to see you go. Will you still have internet access? Please be careful and know that I will be awaiting your safe return! Whereabouts will you be going? I understand if you can't say; my uncle was an MP and I dated a guy who was in the Navy. Take care!

Perpetual Smile : It must be my Russian blood

Tue, 26 May 2009 22:14:11 +0000

@Ted: I'm gonna try like hell, at least! :D @Jess: Yay! I never remember to sign into Lj. At least now I can add you to Google Reader! @Nikki: Do it, all of it. That's what I'm doing. (: I figure, why the hell not? @Casey: Oooh.. Well, keep making me laugh my ass off when reading your blog, and it's a deal! @Sarcastica: Thank you, I think so too. (Did that sound narcissistic? I hope not!) I actually didn't make this theme; found it on WordPress.org. It was the only one that I didn't totally hate and I think I can deal with it until I get around to making the theme I want. We shall see. And as a total sidenote, I feel really freaking awesome that I got so many comments, I had to reply to them all in one shot. My heads is a-swellin'!

Perpetual Smile : Goals

Sat, 23 May 2009 16:53:36 +0000

I thought it would be a good way to keep track of things. You should definitely try it! (:

Perpetual Smile : Taking a hiatus

Sat, 23 May 2009 16:47:49 +0000

Thank you! (: