I am SO sorry for the late reply! Got held up writing that wall of text back there.
Anyway, email. I'm a bit uncomfortable just giving it out, but I get email notifications when I get replies on here if that works for you. If not, I don't really do any social media, so that's out. If you're a gamer with a Steam/Xbox Live/PSN account I'm on there.
And I know some deeper stuff about Star Wars than some, but I'm no lore master.
I guess my cynical side says my life has no inherent meaning, but I doubt that's what you're looking for. But really, you are in charge of finding a meaning for yourself. If nothing else, you can chose to live to see what tomorrow brings. You can choose to devote your life to being a good person, or learning, or helping others, or making an impact on the world. Only you can ultimately choose what to do with your life. You give it meaning.
...If you were literally asking what gives MY life meaning, I guess I'd say I do. I am alive and I can do, which allows me to choose what to live for.
I'm sure you two will figure something out. I had it a bit easier I guess in already having a form in mind, but Erin's changed plenty since then (including a quite disorienting sex change). She still changes her eye color all the time, but I think that's just to mess with me more than anything else. And we still need to work on a more vivid mental picture anyways. But like anything else with a tulpa, energy and effort helps.
I mean, sure, but I really don't come to EQD too often nowadays. Been busy for a while. But I'm here now, so let's make the most of it!
Just like real life friends don't instantly happen. Just keep at it. Keep trying to talk or make conversations and BAM! Friendship!
One thing I would recommend if you plan on coming here often is to make an account. It's pretty easy and unfortunately anons are often overlooked.
I'm here! I saw your reply to Zephyr and I totally know that feeling. This is a pretty good place to find friendly people, though. All sorts here.
So, as must be asked, favorite pony?
(And as you said you liked Star Wars, seen episode 7 yet?)
It means a lot that you let me know. Nice progress! It only gets easier with time as long as you keep up with you forcing. Longer talks, more independent action, etc. (But seriously, keep forcing. Erin and I are much better now, but we had lots of rough spots because of my laziness.) Does your tulpa have a form or name yet?
(Imagine my surprise at being alerted to a months old post getting a reply!)
Anyways, good to hear I'm not too crazy! As I recall from a few months ago it sounded like you were trying to develop a tulpa youself, so I'm glad I at least sparked some interest. If you feel like talking about it I'd love to discuss, but good luck to you both either way! (Unless I misunderstood, in which case I apologize.) And my bad if you didn't intend me to read this. I get email alerts from intense debate.
Depending on my mood, either world peace or a more hardworking personality.
What about you?
Still haven't bothered to try and watch Friendship Games (human ponies just felt weird in the other two movies). Is it worth a gander? Was it better than the other movies?