I'm glad you have an in-person family that cares for you. Always thinking about you Ky, stay safe and all :)

She's around, just not here anymore. Don't worry ^^

*hugs*

I don't want to seem like a needy friend or anything but I honestly miss you a lot and I wish you would come around more often. I always get overly worried about you and I just need reminders that you're still there and stuff. I love you, Ky. If anything, I just wanna know why you don't come around often anymore, if it's work or depression or what.

Sorry, I might come off as clingy or something. I just miss you and I hate seeing you feeling like shit all the time. Hope you come back soon.

Ohhh fuck Polar I was so worried about you thank God you're still around ;u;
I shouldn't have worried so much I'm sorry haha, it was only a few weeks

It's not creepy to still be thinking about someone you were such close friends with a long time ago, I feel the same about people I even still have contact with heh
You're not a stalker unless you've actually been following them really closely without them knowing; you haven't even gotten the chance to find out where she is
Literally that feeling of feeling like a creep, I feel that all the time whenever talking to a bunch of my friends, especially older ones who I don't talk to as much. I get it, Ky

Also damn you have snow already? O.o

come back please

I wish we could talk more. I want you to vent more to me, I want to be a better friend for you. I hate getting distant from people and then seeing that they're falling apart more and more. Ky, as your friend, please stay strong for us. For me. Okay?

I can't really give some big emotional spiel (at least not like I used to) and I'm not gonna try and make some sort of movie out of all this anyways. Just know I'm always here for you and so are others. We may be physically distant but I still care so much about you. You're one of the best people I've ever met. Stay strong and stay safe. I love you. <3

Polar we should do world domination together

There's been a lot of shit that has happened and I... I really feel bad that so many people gave up on you and stuff. Shit, I actually really feel bad... now I'm feeling like I should've been there for you, for the situations, like I would've been a much better friend if I came back to FD earlier and actually stayed there.

Sorry, maybe it's just late night thoughts, but... I feel guilty. I can't shake the nagging feeling that I at least factored into the downward spiral that fucked over a lot of friendships and stuff. I think a lot of this started when I got irrationally upset at Grazin for no reason and got banned off of FD.

God, I was such a fucking idiot in 2016...

None of you deserved the turmoil that started from FD and SD. So much is just fucking broken now and I wish I could change it but no fucking everything had to fall apart apparently and we had to go from being all mostly friends to 'who the fuck is even my true friend anymore'

idk... just thinking about this shit makes me worn out and frustrated, I wasn't even there yet I'm feeling the ripples

sorry this is a jumbled mess of a comment.

You are my friend, Polar. You are so important to me and to others. You've always been one of the nicest people ever. It breaks my heart that you got thrown into the fire and shit... you didn't deserve anything

I promise in the future I'll do anything I can for you, I need to be a better friend lest I keep losing the people I knew to turbulence and drama reshaping them and breaking them down

I love you

oop nvm there it is